No... True death can make me...complete. Without memory, I would vanish into another darkness without a name.

[ One is still vastly preferable over the other. The 'her' without those memories would still be a dark and evil thing, and so nothing would change. She would simply return to not understanding why she curses everything she touches.

The way he winces draws her dejected gaze, and she pulls her hands into her lap while leaning over. ]

Did I hurt you?