Were I truly kind I would not beseech you for your warmth knowing what I do of myself. ( He reaches out with his other hand for his wine, taking a deep and greedy drink of it. ) But I'm very selfish, I always have been. I had spent so much of my life hungry that I cannot stop myself from gorging even when I should not. Poorly raised, viciously grown, tch, your brother has the right of it with his distrust of me, Huan-er.
( Voice steady, his fan still moving lazily. ) But I've already lost so many things, I don't like to think I might lose more. Don't ask me now, all right? I want to enjoy my time while I can.
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( He is also good at reading the context clues. )
Were I truly kind I would not beseech you for your warmth knowing what I do of myself. ( He reaches out with his other hand for his wine, taking a deep and greedy drink of it. ) But I'm very selfish, I always have been. I had spent so much of my life hungry that I cannot stop myself from gorging even when I should not. Poorly raised, viciously grown, tch, your brother has the right of it with his distrust of me, Huan-er.
( Voice steady, his fan still moving lazily. ) But I've already lost so many things, I don't like to think I might lose more. Don't ask me now, all right? I want to enjoy my time while I can.