[ How does he explain he has been afraid of so much since his murder of Jin Guangyao? His own weakness, mostly.
His entire purpose is to keep his family safe, and he failed spectacularly at that for years, manipulated in ways that could have spelled his own demise as well as his brother's and uncle's had a-Yao not cared for him, specifically, in his own twisted way. Xichen does not want their safety to be at the hands of his poor decisions again. ]
I will ensure you see the snow fall in Cloud Recesses again.
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[ How does he explain he has been afraid of so much since his murder of Jin Guangyao? His own weakness, mostly.
His entire purpose is to keep his family safe, and he failed spectacularly at that for years, manipulated in ways that could have spelled his own demise as well as his brother's and uncle's had a-Yao not cared for him, specifically, in his own twisted way. Xichen does not want their safety to be at the hands of his poor decisions again. ]
I will ensure you see the snow fall in Cloud Recesses again.