Easy. Do not think too hard on it, these memories hurt. She was in pain.

[ He doesn't want that for Wangji, resting the tips of his fingers on a sleeve as is to steady the ploughing force of his thoughts. Sa-Hareth. ]

That's good, that you can remember if you try. Be wary of making the attempt in the future, Wangji, I would not know how to ease your mind if Clarity failed.