I don't know. [She doesn't throw her arms up out of frustration by pure miracle. The initiation process was just bad. That potion they were fed, it felt like...dust, and sour grapes, and anger. It's left her adrift.

Yes, that must be it. She's just disquieted by the whole thing.]

I'm sorry - whatever it is I'm feeling after the cold bath, I've tried to take it out on you. That wasn't fair of me.