Eleven flushes, glancing off. He's downplayed his role to all but three people, but it's difficult now to think of a way to do so in the face of such a direct query without lying. He plucks at a bit of grass while he breathes a soft, thoughtful hum.

"..I'm... meant to be a light in the dark," he managed at length. "Help others, kindle hope, preserve life.." He shakes his head and heaves a sigh. "Truly, this world is testing me."