[It shouldn't be surprising, Xingchen refusing to look at him. The man despises him, he knows that. He has done everything to make it so, after all, it had been his aim for years, even if he has lost sight of why he would want that along the way. Has lost sight of it now too, because surprising or not, he feels the hurt.
And there's only so many ways Xue Yang can deal with hurt and none of them are mature.]
Are you scared you'll like how I look, daozhang? I always like how you look.
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[It shouldn't be surprising, Xingchen refusing to look at him. The man despises him, he knows that. He has done everything to make it so, after all, it had been his aim for years, even if he has lost sight of why he would want that along the way. Has lost sight of it now too, because surprising or not, he feels the hurt.
And there's only so many ways Xue Yang can deal with hurt and none of them are mature.]
Are you scared you'll like how I look, daozhang? I always like how you look.